Thursday, April 12, 2012

I am the most bored person alive

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? my best friend and yes

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? ha! well im only 2 years older so i guess maybe, if they were really truly beautiful

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? im not actually sure

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? i alway smile at strangers

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? im not dating/talking to anyone. forever alone!

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? i sure did. Dancing on my own- Robyn

7. What exactly are you wearing right now? a big tshirt.

8. How often do you listen to music? everyday

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? both equally

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? i bloody hope so in a good way though

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? when i want to be

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? indeedy

13. What about ‘R’? unfortunatley

14. Can you drive a stick shift? sure, if ya know what i mean ;)

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? if they're close to me then yes i do.

16. Are you going out of town soon? i want to. in december im going over seas

17. When was the last time you cried? saturday morning. period pain :(

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? mmmhmm

19. If you could change your eye color, would you? no i like mine, would make them a bit brighter and bigger

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? not that i can think of. apart from my dad

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.: Im still bloody unemployed

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? ah yeah sure.

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? haha no thats my sister

24. What are you sitting on right now? my bed

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? friends

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? story of my life

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? my sister

28. Do you get a lot of colds? not really im just cold all the time

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? my dads draw

30. Does anyone hate you? id like to hope not, but im sure someone out there does

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? im 20 so i dont need to hide that

32. Do you like watching scary movies? yes! i love the adrenaline while watching them, but i hate being scared afterward!!!

33. Do you want your tongue pierced? never

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? none of them.

35. Did you have a dream last night? i always do and they're always fucked. i dreamt that i was walking in the streets of my neighbourhood and its really pretty here, very suburban/city like, and i was taking photos of ghosts and my friends mum who in this dream was a mental patient. not even lying

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? i dont know

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? nexxxxxxxxxxt

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? i know so.

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? probably not

40. Did you have a good day yesterday? i did. i was in the audience for the project and zac efron was being interviewed. yum.

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? i was not.

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? sure.

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? once. that failed.

44. What’s the best part about school? i get to play with clothes all day long and im paid to go shopping for clients :D

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? duh?

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? i used to all the time. and then i got my laptop and was just on facebook. #yeaaaaaaaahh bitches

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? of course. i love to hurt myself, lol

48. Were you single over the last summer? somewhat. well, i dont know. okay yes i fucking was.

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? oh god no. im not in high school anymore.

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? nothing at all.

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? no i like my dad

52. Are you nice to everyone? during the right time of the month and depending on how tired i am im the nicest person you will ever meet.

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? yeah, for like, a second. then i came to my senses

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? yes.

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? sure.

56. Do you think you like someone? i know i do. i shouldnt though

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? too many times.

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? as long as you're not a douche bag then i dont care if you're either.

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? yeah.

60. Do you hate anyone? not hate, just shit me up the wall so much i want to hurt them.

61. How’s your heart? beating.

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? yes.

63. Have you ever cried over a guy? only once, but this was while i was stoned for the first time in yeeeaaarrrsssss and after two sobs i gave up and got something to eat. :D

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? no one probably its half midnight i think everyone is alseep

65. Are your toenails painted pink? silver

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? id like to hope not, but they generally are.

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? thats fucked.

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? no.

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? my sister

70. How do you look right now? hahahahahahhahaha like im about to go to sleep.

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? me.

72. Can you commit to one person? yes. if they are the right person for me. even if they weren't I would never cheat.

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? somewhat

74. Have you ever felt replaced? too many times

75. Did you wake up cranky? Interrupt my sleep and I'll interrupt your breathing. I HATE alarms and I HATE people waking me up. Sorry. today: not so much.

76. Are you a jealous person? i can be at times

77. Are relationships ever worth it? yes.

78. Anyone you’re giving up on? I dont want to but sometimes you have to to make them see what they're really doing.

79. Currently wanting to see anyone? yes.

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? wake up.

81. Last person you cried in front of? It might have been my sister, i had really bad cramps.

82. Is there someone you will never forget? of course.

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? very much so

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? falling alseep

85. Are you over your past? ive moved on from it.

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? yes. wrong wrong wrong

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? maybe?

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? what are the presents? hahah

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? um id be like wtf?

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? yes. i got rid of him. my friends are smart and hated him for a reason. he was a tool.

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? probably not.

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? many.

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? probably

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? pretty shitty

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? no.

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? my sister? yes shes the pretty one out of the both of us.

97. Who do you have texts from? do you seriously want me to go through my inbox. cbf

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? he did and i said if he was happy hen i was happy for him.

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? hahahahhaha oooooohhhh way too old

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? me

101. Ever kissed under fireworks? no. now im depressed.

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? yep. bastard.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Fine, just delete me off Facebook you spineless immature bastard. I hope you walk into a wall and scratch that pretty face of yours. Kskfisjdjsksndjajflgxkflxgahdkc

Over.

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Waiting room saga

This Christmas I woke up with the flu. The following day my parents left for a week and I am still as disgusting as I was 3 days ago and I want my mum. Not only can I not breathe through my nose, I keep coughing up parts of my lung and I am stuck in a waiting room of a walk in doctors clinic with 12 other people and that's not including the 8 children. thanks very much to my gp and all other private doctors in my area for being on holidays! What takes doctors so long anyway? I have this image of us all getting one persons illness and its actually the zombie virus and we all kill and eat each other, that or the crazy guy in the corner will shoot us all either way I think I'll die here before I'm seen. I wouldn't be here if my stupid work didn't need a medical certificate for everyday that someone was away, which I think is the dumbest rule most places it if you've been away more than a day then go get one but no my company has to have a great big stick up its ass and make my life a living hell. Less than a month till I'm out of that place and I'll be in new York. Fuck I can't wait. Maybe I'll pretend to faint or vomit and force a blood nose to get seen quicker! Ffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Monday, December 26, 2011

I wish I could storm the net a porter site for a bargain today, but I'm so broke I could cry. I am also so sick I can't even see straight god damn. Below is a pic of the Thomas sabo and sue sensi bracelet and charm my sister got me for christmas so spoiled!

Saturday, December 24, 2011

The merriest Christmas to you. This year has been a big one and I have been absent from here for most of it but I'm back now so suck it. Working full time and being a professional lazy shit means this year has been very productive. I again, have spent way too much money on pointless crap just cos I can, I haven't worked to have a body like miranda kerrs, I haven't applied to go back to school and I'm not going to Europe. I have however worked my ass off at my job, found someone pretty spectacular, booked a trip to new York, have a pretty saving account and had the best time doing it, no regrets at all. Next year will be another big career chasing one maybe I will go to school or maybe I'll stay in new York I still don't know but i do know I can't wait!

Hope you all have a very safe and happy break with your families or loves ones

See you on the other side xox

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

I made soup today.


broccoli, tomatoes, chickpeas, corn, cauliflower, zucchini, chili. The healthiest soup you will ever eat. Organic, gluten and dairy free. GET IN ME.
Today i woke up at 6:45am thinking i had to go to work and then remembered I'm on holidays. It was not only bliss but one of the best feelings I have had in a while. To top it off my new black dress from Princess Polly arrived and looks like a dream.
Now, and I hope that this makes you really jealous, I'm sitting on my bed with the sun shinning on me watching Greys Anatomy reading about spring fashion week.